i have pretty much learn over the years and got the gist of how life works for me.
i can have all wonderful things around me, but if i am never happy with myself, it can never work.
there should always be a good balance and i know i should never get too caught up with running for things for myself and leaving family, friends and other wonders in life behind.
but all in all, if i am happy because someone else makes me happy or if i rely on others to make me happy, it is never going to work for me. it might work for others but not for me.
it all appears to be very narcissistic, but i think it is important for me to build a strong relationship with myself first. right now i am picking up this little pieces i left behind and searching for a different route to get to the end.
and of course, ill pack family and friends in my suitcase to ease this journey
*hugs myself* as i embark on this bittersweet journey and relishing every moment as it passes by.
